School Ends at last!

For those who have kept up with my blog even thought I don't update that much, I'm sorry for the long periods of old blogs. For the past couple of weeks I have been finishing school for the semester. I finished last Thursday. It's so nice to be done with school for the time being so I can releax and do whatever. So far I have not been doing much. Just spending time with my sisters and figuring out my birthday. My mom has a suprise planned so far I know that we are going to see a play in Las Vegas that's all I know. I'm very excited. 21, it's hard to beleive a month ago I almost didn't make it to my 21st birthday. Any way have a very merry christmas.

FINALS!!!!

Ugg, it's finals week. I can not beleive it. This semester has just flown by. Anyway, it has not been as bad in the past. By that I mean that I had help. Everyone should know that I'm a stubborn person, when I want to do something my self I will do it and I DO NOT want help. Well this year I have changed a little, I have accepted the fact that I can't do things on my own although I wish I could. Anyway, last night my mom and I were working on one of my papers due this week. I get very grumpy when I do a paper, it's so frustrating. My mom had been helping quite a bit and finally she got impacient with me and had me leave the computer in a manner of speaking. I just moved a side and let her do her thing. That's the nice thing about my mom she sticks with things, if I get the least bit flustered I just get up and leave. When I got done at work today I called her and she said that she finished it! She told me that she wanted me to prove read it. I can't beleive it. I love her so much, she is my best firend I don't know what I would do without her.
School is almost over for the semester and my birthday is coming up. YES! I don't know what I'm going to do, my mom won't tell me, she just told me that if we go somewhere I need to pack and not question it. Okay, I like surprises. I have never had a suprise party before so this should be fun. Have a great week.

Head on

This is not easy for me to do, but I feel like that if I write about it, it will be easier to forget. On Tuesday morning I was on my way to price and my honda was out of gas so my mom told me to take the prious. The Toyota Prious is a Hybrid car that my dad bought a couple of years ago and he loved that car. Anyway, I had a hard time backing out of the drive way and my mom told me just to take my car, but I refused beacause I would not have time to get gas on my way. So I finally made it out of the drive way, I almost took the short cut but I didn't want to get the car dirty. I was on the molen road and I almost ran into a group of deer that should have been my first clue that something was going to go wrong. I turned on the highway, as I turned my phone had been sitting on the center consel and it fell to the ground, I was looking to see where my phone fell and the next thing I know I'm in the wrong lane and half the car is laying on the road. I of course went in to shock, I got out and the guy I hit just happened to be a coal truck and huge one. I tried to call my mom but I could not get her, so I called my dad and broke the bad news to him. I was on the brink of a nervous break down when he told me that it was not about the car it was about my safty. "You could've been killed". The next thing that happened was that my mom pulled up, my dad had called her. She hugged me crying well we were both crying, lucklie I was not seriously hurt. If you could have seen the car, it really was a mircle that I suivived. After this happened I'm a carefull driver especaially now. My family began calling me that afternoon checking on me and making sure that I was okay.
This accident made me realize that was matters to me most in the world is my family. I always said that I was not going to be the one to wreck that car, irronically it was me. I kept thinking that my dad would never forgive me that he would hold this against me for the rest of my life. I talked to him that night and he said "Honey, I'm just glade your okay, I could care less about that car." I had been wondering for a long time if I was just here, that I didn't matter much to my family. I firmly beleive that I'm the spice in my families life. At least for my parents, they always tell me that they could not live without me. I firmily beleive that Heavenly Father is real he saved my life, I'm so thankful for what I have I could not ask for a better life. During the Thanksgiving holidays think about what you are thankful for and be thankful that you have what you have.

Updating Blog (Finally)!

Most have been checking to see if I have updated my blog, I'm sorry. You have to understand that I'm a full time college student and I'm working. I work at the college library, I have to say that I thought that working there would help me make firends. So far no luck. When I went to see if they had a job, I was not expecting much. Last year I applied and I didn't get anything and now well, I don't want to say that I didn't want the job but I had given up on it and was just hoping that I would get a maybe or a no. That was not the case, when I went in my boss said that they had one spot left and then chewed me out for not applying sooner. Like I said I had given up, so I had not expected her to say that I could have the job. Unfortenatally, it's the one shift that nobody wanted and I'm not suprised. 8:00am to noon. With me living an hour away I have to wake up earlier then I would like. I'm not complaining, I'm just saying that next time I'm not going to apply unless I know that I will get a better shift.

My Poor Phone :(

So I was riding my new bike to work today and when I got to work I realized that my phone was gone. I called my Aunt and she told me she would look for it before she went to work. Around noon she called my work and told me that she had found my phone and it had been run over by a car. Amazingly it still made calls and calls could come through. My screen is messed up and I can only see about an inch and a half of my screen.
Its really dented and scratched. But I'm just glade we found it and it sort of works. My mom told me that when I get the money I'm going to have to get a new phone. It's going to be expensive because I have only had the phone for a year and a half I'm not up for a new phone for another year.
We will just have to see what happens with it and if it holds up for another year. I feel really bad my phone is like my best firend and it's like I abused it. It's almost like letting my own child get run over by a car.
Oh, well it's not the end of the world but my connection to the world will be striped away from me.

New Bike!!!!

You will never beleive this. I finally got that bike that I wanted. Last week was the best week ever. It started on Monday when I found out that I got a job at the Ferron Library, that same day the movie I had ordered came in the mail. Tuesday I started work and I found out that my bike that I orderd had come in. I was so excited! So Wensday, my parents went to Provo and got it and on Thursday I rode it to work. Everyone that saw it was in awe of it.
Last week was the best week ever!

Summer At Last

Sorry It's been so long. I have been so busy that my sister-in-law wonders why I do a blog. I try to keep up with it but I don't have any pictures to put on so it's not colorful or interesting. I have just finished my second year of college and debating on weather or not I should start another year. First and for most I have to find a job eventually, it's been a nightmare trying to find one but if at first you don't successed try try again.
Sorry I have to make this short, but I have places to be and things to do. Don't give up on me yet, I will be better I promise.